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Baby Steps - DiexShinya - Dir en grey - 1/1 - Whispers in the darkness
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Date: 2010-03-11 22:59
Subject: Baby Steps - DiexShinya - Dir en grey - 1/1
Security: Public
Music:Sonata Arctica: The Truth Is Out There
Tags:diexshinya, one-shot
Title: Baby Steps
Chapters: oneshot
Author: melinen aka daishimel
Genre: general/romance
Disclaimer: The same old song aka no owning
Rating: PG
Pairings: DiexShinya
Synopsis: “Shin. It’s not the end of the world.” Die, patient. “It’s only sex. People who love each other are known to do it.”
Comments: Written for papercaramel in my Christmas calendar, late as ever. Why am I so slow with these? I wish I knew. xP

“Come to bed with me, Shin.”

Shinya hesitates.

“Shin. It’s not the end of the world.” Die, patient. “It’s only sex. People who love each other are known to do it.”

“I know, but...”

“But. You don’t trust me?”

A frown. “I do.”


The word hangs heavy in the air, and Shinya half expects it to hit him like a rock.

But everything remains the same.

Even Die.

Calm, unwavering.

Waiting for him on the bed.

Cozy. Warm. Secure?

Shinya hesitates.

“I do... love you.”

“Yet, there is always a ‘but’ with you.” Die doesn’t sound defeated, though, not angry, not frustrated; not even indifferent.

He sounds like Die.

His Die. Like he always does, and always is, too. His.

“Shin...” He speaks softer now, with a hint of gentleness in his voice. “Come. I’ll just hold you, alright?”

Shinya takes a step towards the bed. One step. Two steps. Three, four, five – and suddenly he is there already.

Die’s hands are warm when they pull him against a firm chest, warmed by his own body heat under the blanket where Shinya is now, as well. Then, gentle lips find his, and Shinya thinks that maybe he is finally getting ready to let go.
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juste une noctambule: love die shinya sunset
User: rheakurokawa
Date: 2010-03-11 21:32 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Keyword:love die shinya sunset
Poor Shin, the ever hesitant. I kinda missed reading Shinya like that. I missed reading them actually. Don't i always say this? I don't know why. I think somewhere along the way i lost my ability to write them or see them or something, too bombarded by other people's image of them. Or something.

anyways. it's pretty. it's pretty and i think you should write them more. yeah :)
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Mel: Die+Shinya
User: daishimel
Date: 2010-03-12 19:20 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
I hope that you'll get your own image back. Though sometimes one just has to ignore the others and do as one wants, writing certain people/characters definitely included. ^^

Anywa, thank you. I shall try my best, hopefully even soon. :)
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Reketrebn: Die is summer
User: irmavep777
Date: 2010-03-11 22:27 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Keyword:Die is summer
oh I'm always happy when there's something by you:)
His Die.
that just says it all.
no more words needed.
and everything is with them how it's supposed to be:)
ah I love your writing♥
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Mel: Shinya
User: daishimel
Date: 2010-03-12 19:21 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Aw, I'm glad to hear that. :D
Thank you for the comment. :)
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User: myue
Date: 2010-03-12 04:29 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
this is just simply beautiful,feel so warm when i read it,haha maybe its mixed with my personal experience but still even fanfiction can be a reality sometime,no?hehehe
good job!
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Mel: Shinya&Die
User: daishimel
Date: 2010-03-12 19:22 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Thank you. :D
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